Friday, June 12, 2009
Were does Love end
were does Love end? if you have an answer then likely my opinion is yo don't know what love is. Love never states i think i i have done enough. It always asks is there more that i can do. Love always wants to give more is driven to sacrifice more. love always feels a passion to reveal itself on a greater and greater scale. Always wants to be heard. has no fear. is transparent and always honest. It is completely vulnerable and open. It can't be hurt or damaged. Has no agenda. Is not predicated on what is in it for me. Love creates it's own path is illogical and makes no sense. It draws you out to the point were you are left vulnerable and naked, but still it asks for you to surrender even more. If you are on this path at some point it will only be justified by God, because love with any real value i believe can not exist without his presence. The ability and courage to Love are not in our nature we are selfish self centered beings. True Love in my case has brought me closer and closer to god than ever before. Throwing all fear and caution to the wind i plunge in. If your real honest and very sincere there is know turning back. once the dam has been released and the flood begins ever putting a stop to it's impossible. I have spent my life trying to control a trickle because i thought it was safer, but there was no real gain from this because i risked very little. I was still very devastated when my approach did not give the soul satisfying Love my heart craved. We can not dance with the devil and let fear hold us back. This only indicates our lack of faith and will always leave us in a never ending state of turmoil. often the best we can hope for is a state of denial and compromise along with a general feeling of numbness, that we tell ourselves this is happiness. Just the thoughts of a mad man. I have expressed these thoughts in many different settings and i am so often just given blank stares as a response. So many people me included at one time can not see the futility of there way of thinking. Courage to pursue and believe to Love and be Loved no guarantees but there is no other place I'd rather be, as my Dad likes to say.
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