it's truly amazing in spite of these circumstances to watch Love grow anyways. Shawnie and are more grounded and in Love than any single moment since we met. I saw her and talked to her on Sunday. Our visits are so sweet and the Love just flows between us is so present it washes oevr everything we do. when we are on the phone we only have about twelve minutes to talk so before we are done Shawnie stops our chatter and says quickly tell me how much you love me. i am captured by this and with my heart a glow with all that i feel inside i pause and tell my princess how much i love her. the absolute power and sincerity in the moment might actually throw her to the ground so I tell her very quietly Say " I Love and Miss you so much" tears actually swell in my throat. If i could bottle that moment we could solve all the world's problems. The world id full of the pain ridden lonely existence of lies and comprimise people call life. True Love reuires courage most people settle. Hell i did for so many years never again. Love always wins have the courage to love and be loved. i life with out love is know life at all,