Just keeping active

It has been a little while since i have added anything to my lengthy journey. All is pretty well here my Princess still is in jail, but we are actually growing closer than ever together and in Christ. Recently the holy spirit has become my nearly constant companion. This has made me so much more emotional than i ever thought possible many things around me now touch me very deeply. i have been gifted with insight to the lost condition of so many around me. sometimes the weight of it is hard. The spirit lives and loves every one. i think the concept of Love really prevents so many people from enjoying any real communion with Jesus on any real meaningful level. first there own image is defined by there relationship in there past. they also have a concept of Love that really is about what you get out of any situation. I guess society in general portrays that skewed version of Love. So saddled with a self image reinforced by lost and broken souls and the idea we are waiting for our pay off. Unconditional Love which really is the only description of Love that is true. Is so far out of reach for so many people i see. I have been nicknamed Precious moments because i have been telling so many people that they are precious and perfect just the way they are. with some interesting results a lot of tears from some. some of them you can watch that no matter they will not even consider this possibility. If they could ever shed the shackles of lies that they mask there real beauty then maybe they could accept the love Jesus has for them and then just maybe they could also find that same kind of Love here on earth too. I have it is the most incredible revelation in my life. true love does exist and you can have it all, but you have to Love yourself so that you have the courage to give it all away. Give, give, and give some more. Love never says i have done enough or i will love you if. My payoff is just as much in the giving as it is in the receiving. honesty and transparency are in dispensable and oddly enough everyone is so transparent anyways. there is often some huge agreement because most people are spending so much energy hiding they can't see the apparent transparency in those around them. real freedom is the goal real peace and joy awaits you if you have the courage to reveal all that you are and embrace your God given ability to Love. Yes it is what we are all about anyways but this is maybe the hardest step you will ever take. I pray that you Will have the courage to jump in