Monday, July 20, 2009

Really can we rise above are circumstances

Really, how easy is it too let outcomes define us Christian or non-christian alike. Employed or unemployed married or unmarried renting or buying new car or old car too hot or too cold, and then the millions of different variations of all that more better, if we lack whatever that means in creeps some flawed barrage of less than deficiencies you can imagine more often than not carried around in secrecy with us willing someone to affirm so false denial of our own self image which we created and have fully reinforced ourselves by the conclusion and perception of our own self created hell. Likely unaware that we have fashioned such a terrible belief we then somehow others around will be able to some how validate our yearning to be loved and different, but they do not stand a chance because will never be released from this prison. So we live in this cycle of compromises and half truths and are constantly running from the conclusion we ourselves have written. I no longer do that at some point thru a failed marriage a finally having come to the end of living a lie, and deciding to be as honest and transparent as i possibly could life changed for me forever. True love does exist i am living it and my princess is four months into a year jail sentence, Jesus Christ and the holy spirit are my constant companions and give me the insight and ability to Love my princess unconditionally and so much more every day i could tell you so many stories and you would likely dismiss me as a fool. If i ever talked to you in person it becomes so much harder to do that because my conviction and sincerity are so real. i am not an idiot but i am In Love and nobody or anything will ever be able to separate my princess from the Love i have for her, we are made in the likeness of God, we will never be able to Love exactly like God does but we can do much better than what most of us settle for, My absolute goal is to love more everyday and by the power of the holy spirit everyday i do.

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